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Life is Unfair!

..not all the time we neEd to figth.. sometimes we neEd to fLigth.. to forget thE pain we feLt.. things changes and so pEoLe too.. wE cannot hold on to something forever.. so, thEn learn to let go..

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signs

October 20, 2007

(base on the book that i have read)

crush ka nya kung:

1. lagi siyang nakatitig sau kahit walang dahilan..

2.nauutaL cya pag ng uusap kau..

3.lagi siyang naka smile (ala renier) pag nag uusap kau..

4.di cya mka titig sa mata moh..

5.excited cxa na makita ka after weekends or holiday..

6.lagi ka nyang teni-text kahit walang dahilan..

7.lagi siyang tumatawag sau..

8. lagi ka niyang ina-asar..

9.lagi siyang sweet sau..

10.lagi siyang nasa tabi moh..

11.ginagawan ka niya ng cd compilation ng fav song moh..

12.humihingi siya ng advice sa lovelife(minsan pinapasilos ka lang)..

13.hinahatid ka niya sa bahay nyo..

14.hinihiram nya notes moh,pag balik may letter..

15.tinitiis nya lahat ng sermon moh, at nangangakong di nah uulit..

Posted by nhelz at 4:24 pm | permalink | Add comment

I have known myself to make too many mistakes in the past, I never let anyone find out how i made myself look like a fooL, I regretted a lot of things, things i wish i did, but never have the courage to do so, I really felt dumb inside..

For so long, all i got from this stupid feelings were heartaches and tears, nothing more and nothing less, and for so long, I tried to mend my broken heart but evrytime i tried to put it together, it keep on falling apart, it keep on breaking, each and evry nigth, I have to fight back the tears which were begging to be shed..

I hide evrything by smiling, I tried to assure evryone that i was okay, evrything was just fine, and few would ignore those lies, they’d see the sadness, the burden, the emptiness, and especially the loneliness in my eyes..

I maybe too young to feel this, but believe me, this burden never laeves me..

To the person who hurt me a lot, I want to thank you for breaking my heart, you made me a stronger and a better person now..

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karma(wat comes around goes around)

October 4, 2007

i’ve let go of my present luv coz i was stiL in luv with my past.. nakasakit aq.. i wEnt to my past and told him dat im back .. i heLd his hand, but thEn he startEd to let go.. nasaktan aq.. i was left aLone.. c present naging past na.. c past wala na.. pEople are ryt, ang luv my KARMA.. at sabi pa nila: "KARMA STRIKES TWICE" ilang bEses na masasaktan.. but now im looking forward with thE future.. isa lang masasabi q.. "LORD, dumating lang ang taOng mag mamahaL sa akin hanggang duLo.. pangakO, handa q na pOng harapin lahat ng karma q.. :’c

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i just want one more day with you..

October 2, 2007

I’m so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can’t fight..

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near..

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn’t have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too..

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin..

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anurag singh:: ur poem are very sweet
nhel:: hi mhira.. how are you?..
mhira:: hi how are u?how’s your day?GODBLESS U
nel:: wel, its nice 2 hear that. ok i’l be d one to invite you.. enjoy the day!
mhira:: im fine,yesterday im on leave and my bf was off yesterday thats why im happy together with him.we go everywhere.im very happy hoping stay longer and forever.this me email add irahangel@yahoo.com maybe you will be the who invite me because im bc in my work.maybe ill just comfirm it ok…im form manila.malabon city.
nel:: hi mhira.. how are you?.. how’s ur work?.. me im going back to school dis june.. anyway, do u have a friendster?if u have just add me.. marinelgalicia@yahoo.com.. i came from ormoc city.. u?.. takecare alwayz!
mhira:: hi im going home now…by the way were u from?thanks
mhira:: hi gudmorning im here in a office.because today its not so busy.wat r u doing…hows your study?anyway from were r u?
mhira:: yah i hope it last forever.and you hope that you find a right guy.me also im glad also to have a friend like you.yap i have, but its not a ruming its direct here so expensive if you txt me to my own cp but if i can buy a ruming i will give it to you.ruming it cost only 1 peso in phil.always take care ok…Godbless you.thanks
nhel:: ahh ok.. i just hope that ur relationship with that man will last foreever.. gudluck.. my luvlife?.. wel, its so boring.. im just wating for the ryt guy to come and be the reason of my existance.. im MARINHEL GALICIA, just call me nhel for short.. a college gradute from STI.. do you have a cp number mhira?.. im glad that we became friends..
mhira:: nhel thank you…i know that he loves me so much because i felt insyd.but sometimes too much love and it becomes selfish right?he was very jeolous to me and sometimes i dont understand.he was very loving person.you know what i really love him so much…because he love me so much.how about your lovelyf whats going on…?im here in a office…i want you to know me more.i will introduce myself to you.im MIRASOL BAUTISTA just col me mhira 4 short.22.im working here in macau.im from malabon.my work here is paper works only.encoding lik that..how about you?
nhel:: wen we are in a realationship, we need to be fair in both sides.. but ur the only one who’s making an adjust, its unfair.. he’s too old for you ryt?.. so he has the guts to make ur relationships work..
nhel:: u know what mhira, sometimes its really hard to forget our past, i know how hard it is coz i’ve encounter dat kind of pain.. try to ask your bf if he still longing for his past Gf.. den if he says yes, let him go.. sometimes we need to accept the fact dat all the things in dis world are just temporary.. if he says no, and he said dat he really love u, den go ahead wid ur relationship.. but remmember, if you really hurthing, just let go.. coz its really unfair dat u are the only who’s making an adjustment..
mhira:: thanks 4 giving me a chance to know u more.im so lucky that u response my message to you.you can always send me a sms through here.i always feel free.thank you…
mhira:: sure y not…me also i need sam 1 to lean on…you know what nhel samtyms its really hard en its hurt me so much because my BF i dont know if he already forget his past.coz he always jelous to ader guy but i did my best to prove to him that he is my only 1.i love him so much but we always have argue.its hard for me.i know that he loves me but inspite of that i think its too much love and he dont know that he makes me feel bad.im only 22 and he is 32 were 10 years gap but then im the one who always adjust to our relatioship.i dont know y he doing like dat.samtyms i dont understand.
nhel:: im alone now.. i need someone to lean on..
nhel:: yes, its hard to move on from our past, will you be my friend mhira?..
mhira:: you know what i agree wid u.its good to be inlove but theres a tym it hurting so much.because ive hurts twice and ive learned from past.its quite hurt me but all of a sudden i lose my hope and i sad to my self i will never inlove agen but now i did.i dont know what im going to do because i dont want him to be alone at the same time i love him so much…
nhel:: love can make you happy, but oftentimes.. it hurts!
mhira:: today is another day so stay happy and be inlove.love is conquer it all.

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