stupid feelings..
October 10, 2007I have known myself to make too many mistakes in the past, I never let anyone find out how i made myself look like a fooL, I regretted a lot of things, things i wish i did, but never have the courage to do so, I really felt dumb inside..
For so long, all i got from this stupid feelings were heartaches and tears, nothing more and nothing less, and for so long, I tried to mend my broken heart but evrytime i tried to put it together, it keep on falling apart, it keep on breaking, each and evry nigth, I have to fight back the tears which were begging to be shed..
I hide evrything by smiling, I tried to assure evryone that i was okay, evrything was just fine, and few would ignore those lies, they’d see the sadness, the burden, the emptiness, and especially the loneliness in my eyes..
I maybe too young to feel this, but believe me, this burden never laeves me..
To the person who hurt me a lot, I want to thank you for breaking my heart, you made me a stronger and a better person now..


